Well I've finally lost the last thing that was even keeping me around this long. Now I really have no reason to even make it the next 7 months. I've slowly but surely become a complete ass and everyone I see makes me mad. I'm all alone and anyone that might give me a chance is quickly scared off by my attitude. There is just no way I'll ever be able to enjoy life and live to be older than 24. I have nothing good and the bad just keeps piling on. I hope that something kills me soon or that I can find a way to do it myself very soon.