Hey so I am back once again with suicidal thoughts. I thought I was over this but they just keep coming back. I posted back in August about me going into 10th grade high school new school. Everyone said I could remake myself get new friends, but turns out I can't and I have not. It's so annoying, I wake up go to school walk around anxiously around the school go home get on computer/Xbox play that until it's time to sleep. Do that all over again day after day after day. I have anxiety issues I can't speak to girls or boys. I NEVER in my whole entire life will ever have a girlfriend, i'm 16 years old and I have never kissed a girl. I thought maybe when I got my license to drive it would shine new hope on my life. But it hasn't my birthday was November 6th just barely 16 my life is horrible and I am really thinking of just ending it, instead of going the rest of my life with these constant feelings.