Back again

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Tak, Jun 19, 2010.

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  1. Tak

    Tak Active Member

    Hey all

    Been away for a couple of years, trying to cope away from here. Its been okay, but found another addiction, a different forum for that lol.

    Havent cut since Dec :) but my b/f is due home soon after a year and half, I'm clean, so no escape from my feelings. Hence the crisis, i'm scared . . . I'm scared that things are going to go back to how they where, I'm scared of being dragged back down. I have faith in him I want him to be clean and here, but . . .

    Right now, well 5 mins ago, I wanted to cut, I wanted to escape in the only way I can now. It's strange you think you can cope and stop addictions, but this one always comes back to me, nearly 20 years and still wanting it!!

    Cant remeber why I started this now, sometimes its just good to get your thoughts down :p

    Anyways, love to you

    K x
  2. ASkylitDrive

    ASkylitDrive Well-Known Member

    :D Welcome back!
  3. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Welcome back, and do not be scared. You have been clean this long. Your strength will help you stay clean when your boyfriend comes back.
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome back!! Don't regress.. You have been clean for a year..Don't let fear of the unknown get you down.. You say your afraid he will drag you down.. Stand your ground and tell him your clean and you want to be with him but he's going to have to be clean also..Addictions are a bitch to beat.. You don't want to go there again..
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