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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Priestpel, May 12, 2008.

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  1. Priestpel

    Priestpel Member

    cant remember when it was so bad i felt the need to come on here nd say wots in my heart nd not have my friends worry

    life has been ok this year, ups and downs like usual.
    thought id found some1 to b with, but it turns ok we cant b together. she doesnt want it to happen nd keeps telling me to find some1 else.
    she has a life threatening illness nd i just wanna b by her side nd love her nd b loved back.

    it selfish to say she doesnt care about me but i cant help but think she doesnt. that no1 ever will. im feel im fightin a battle thts already been lost

    the physical pain is distracting me from my emotions but its not enough

    its never enough...
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi P...sorry you are in so much pain...please keep posting so that you know you have a place to share what you are going through...big hugs,J
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