Gotta love the ups and downs. After about 4 days of feeling depressed I got a two day reprieve from that and my mood was pretty stable, today though, I am right back to being down in the dumps. It seems the depressive symptoms are becoming more and more frequent and my ups and downs are more and more unpredictable. I have not had a hypomanic episode in a couple weeks, however. Im just really sick of all this, I can imagine plenty of you are as well. Even when I am feeling ok like i was on Friday and Saturday I know in the back of my head that im going to crash again, or go hypomanic and then crash. Thats why I am not letting my plans for January go. If I have the opportunity and I let it pass I know that im going to regret it.