back home for the weekend :(

[dontwannabeme]

I thought i would be relieved i was back home but i still feel worthless.
Im losing weight again while im trying my best and i even cut myself when i was in the crisi clinic
I gotta go back there on monday

 

[thedeafmusician]

=(

how are you feeling now? x

 

[the masked depressant]

it's good to hear from you...

 

[dontwannabeme]

i feel dead
I thought i would feel alot better at home but i dont

 

[xXWhateverItTakesXx]

Leeooo!!!!

Missed you D: And things may seem crap but they will get better <3 :hug: xx

 

[me myself and i]

Stay strong, i know it is within you to do so...............
I have seen your compassion for others many times, remember to show it to yourself too.

 

[dontwannabeme]

but why cant i gain weight
i dunno if i can take being admitted for 8 months or longer
And im afreid if i say too them what i really feel and think they will put me,
In the closed clinic
I had the same dream i have alot
where i lie in bed with cut wrists watching the tree wave in the wind and the sun on it
I have too go back too the clinic today