Back in Hell

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by JobForAVictim, Oct 18, 2007.

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  1. JobForAVictim

    JobForAVictim Well-Known Member

    I left here about two months ago. I stopped cutting, and pretended I felt better. I lied to my family and counselors to get out of therapy. I tried to scam meds off my psychiatrist.
    But now I'm back.

    Hope you're all doing better than I.
     
  2. Perishable

    Perishable Well-Known Member

    I hope for you the best. What is the reason you returned. What's wrong?
     
  3. JobForAVictim

    JobForAVictim Well-Known Member

    I stopped lying to myself about feeling better.
    I tried to convince myself that I had changed, and that my life was taking a turn for the better.
    I hadn't, and it wasn't.

    It's not like there's any good reason I feel this way, though. I don't have any real problems in life, unlike you and many others here who actually have difficult lives. All my problems are in my head.

    Once the head's gone, so are the problems...
     
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