After my recent freak out and me ending up with a gun to my head, I've finally focused on getting help. So far, I've talked to a lot of people, and they've talked to my father (my friends on here know he was the only thing stopping me from getting help) and I've been placed on anti-psychotics. I'm suppose to go to therapy starting august, and I have no more privacy. Lol I don't feel very welcomed around here, so I'm not honestly sure if I'm going to stick around. It all depends I guess.