Ok so i feel really stupid, ashamed and embarrased now. When i came back on here a month or so ago i boasted on how things were going good and how i had overcome all the demons i suffered with over the past 10 years. But now its all bad, its all gone wrong. Work is horrid. We have a good team of 6 but now not one of us wants to be there. They have told us that we will be opening sundays. Even tho we are in a city that is so very quiet and we wont do the business. So everyone at work is very angry. Especially my boss. It is just a sad place to be right now. Also over the past few years our treatment from head office has gotton terrible. I always tried to find the good and evan defended them. But now i finally realised i dont deserve to be treated like crap, especially for how little they pay, so have decided to apply for new jobs. The past week has been hell. It has dragged me right back to where i was. To the point where i could only think of one way to get out. I planned everything, even down to who i would write notes to, what i would say. I have been such a horrid person too. Its made me lash out at those i love. I hate what that place has and is doing to me. Theres very little work about. Everytime i go to work i leave feeling like im not worth anything. Im suck. Just really feel like writing them notes. It feels like the only way i can get out of it all.