back where i effing started

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by meagainstme, Jun 12, 2007.

  1. meagainstme

    meagainstme Well-Known Member

    so yeah. after about 7 years struggling with keeping myself alive ive finally reached a point i thought i was happy. i havent self harmed in a few weeks and i have just got thick red scars on my arms. for the first time today i wore a short sleeved top into college. and this group of chavvy kids were shouting ''FUCKING EMO'' at me


    i feel shit about myself.
    and feel like im back where i started on the whole hiding it front.

    fucking hell.

    cried for AGES on the bus like a total retard. i hate myself.
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni


    don't let the bastards grind you down hun and well done for stopping the SI.