I met with the campus officer today, and she seemed to think I didn't have a very good case or good enough case to go to court. So I decided that I wouldn't go through with the court procedure because of the emotional torment I would go through, and of course people seemed to want me to go through with it and get those people in trouble for raping me. I even wanted to go through with it for all those women who've been assaulted. Am I a coward? The main thing is I've been suicidal, as some can see...I'm not sure I want to send them to jail. They didn't attack me, but they were intimidating and cruel, and exposed me and humiliated me when I tried to get them off they just kept going...until finally they left. I'm angry, but not enough to go through hell to put them in jail. It's an evil world.
I think they knew they could get away with it...
I think they knew they could get away with it...