I was doing a bit better recently but yesterday and today have been horrible. I had to walk to the convenience store yesterday for one of my roommates for her to get some cigarettes. I had plans yesterday to walk to Aldi's to get a few groceries and come home to attend one of my online groups. I went to the store for my roommate and brought her her smokes turned around and walked to Wal-Mart to get sone groceries. I lost my wallet sometime after checking out. I had a dollar as well as my 2 debit cards and my id. I didn't realize my wallet was missing until 5 hours later. My landlady has been cruel to me since my wallet is missing. She's usually cruel to me anyways. My dad came to take me to Wal-Mart and retrace my steps. I have cancelled my debit cards and will be getting replacements soon. Today landlady has been upsetting me and I've had thoughts of self harm. My dad said yesterday I'm lucky to have my landlady in my life.