I found out 2nite I have a step neice and also a half sister....my old man raped he's step daughter. I'm bad blood. He abused me when I was 4 until I was 7, he's step son then abused me foe 3 weeks, i then told my old man, and that was the last time I saw or spoke to him. Tonight to find out that he then abused and raped and fathered a child to he's step daughter is sickening. He raped my mum, and had mee and my little sister. I'm bad blood, that's why I was sexually abused from 4 until I was 15 by different people, I was born to be abused, I was born to be hurt. I feel sick, I handed over my morphine and mixture of tablets to the Home team I now wish I hadn't, I need to get hold of something, a friend is sending 50 tramadol I won't get them until Tgursday though. I need something now, I need to stop this chain. I'm sorry, I'm just bad blood.