Why does it seem that every choice I make is horrible wrong? I made a career change this year. Just to fall flat one my face. I failed horribly. Every single thing I do I fuk up. I was late paying a speeding ticket(2 weeks) I was 3000 miles from home delivering a motorhome. Needless to say I got pulled over and lost my license for a year. Why me? Why everything? I lost the one I love over these mistakes and bad judgements. My heart has always been in the right place. But it just keeps getting kicked around. Why do I have to live in pain and heart ache? My friends say the best way to get over one is get another. I dont have the heart or composure to even think about it. A doctor long time ago told me to stand on my own for awhile before committing to a relationship. I know hes right. But the pain is just horrible. I dont know if I'll make it thru this one. Its not looking to good. I need help.