Bad day today

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by mark b, Feb 23, 2014.

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  1. mark b

    mark b Well-Known Member

    I dont like weekends. Never have done. Now even worse. If you want more info see situation... My original post.

    Today i visit cemetry to say sorry to my mum. Done this a million times since it all went wrong. Then i drive to the hills nearby and i can see , or imagine what i lost. In far distance is the village where the lady i was to marry lives. Cant go there now. Closer is another village and the house we were to buy. Actually a home for me. I call everywhere else i lived just a house. Cant have it now.

    I spend the afternoon crying and feeling sorry for myself as the wind and rain blow the car around. Who knows if it helps.

    Then i think of a sweet friend who calls herself my sister. Her mum is frail, in hospital with dementure setting in. Pain and worry there.

    Another lady close to my heart has her mum in law funeral this week. Sadness and hard work and money to find for her.

    Driving back an ambulance blocking the road and medics looking after a poor man who has been run over on a crossing. Just walking across the road and now, who knows what.

    Its an hour before midnite, so ive made it through another day with my troubles. Im still here. At least i can pray for these others with their pain and sadness and unknown future.

    How i wish i could turn clock back . To help me and others.
  2. indigo_skye

    indigo_skye Well-Known Member

    i am sorry you are having a bad day i am here to listen if you wanna talk. you are such a kind and caring person.
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  3. lost81

    lost81 Staff Alumni

    Sorry to hear you had to go through all today. Your a good person thinking of others and I'm sure you'r mum knows that.
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    sorry your dreams were taken away but i am glad you made it through another day hun and with support i hope you can make new dreams ok
  5. Animosity

    Animosity Forum & Chat Buddy

    I'm sorry it was such a bad day for you today. But just remember, it was only today and you have tomorrow to look forward to. Please be safe. If you need to talk, feel free to message me. :)
  6. mark b

    mark b Well-Known Member

    Thanks for all the kind words.

    Ive a long way to go still. But will get there.
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