Bad day

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Brian777, Apr 29, 2016.

  1. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    actually bad week, I just need to vent. I'm so tired of this depression and anxiety, I felt good for awhile then I wake up one morning back to square one. Dark depression and anxiety to the point I don't want to leave the house and can't get anything done. I wish I were normal, when I look at the problems "normal " people have I'm envious, some of them are laughable. They would probably think my irrational fears are laughable too. That's what makes it so damn frustrating, there's nothing outside to be afraid of (except a public panic attack) I'm tired of no motivation, everything looks/feels empty and futile, the same idiotic daily grind day in day out. I'm sure it'll pass......sooner or later.....sooner I hope. I know there's no answers, just wanted to complain with a post. I hope everyone is doing better than I am today, you're all good people and I'm sorry you suffer this curse of depression/anxiety and all the other mental tortures that have descended on you.
    Love you, bless you,
    Brian
     
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  2. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support

    *hugs* Keep venting if it helps.
     
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  3. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Thanks my friend ((hugs))
     
  4. ThePhantomLady

    ThePhantomLady Safety and Support SF Supporter

    * hugs * for you Brian!

    I'm sorry you're having such a bad time. I really hope it gets better for you. Keep up the fight and try to do things that bring you any joy!
     
  5. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Thank you for your encouragement and support PhantomLady ((hugs)) you're a good hearted person.
     
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  6. Inanimate

    Inanimate Well-Known Member

    No problem with complaining. Do it as much as you like. It's been the one thing that's kept me from doing anything drastic nowadays, and it has helped me survive my especially bad days, so I hope it does the same for you. :)
    I can easily relate to everything you had said but this especially so, and your wording was on point.
     
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  7. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Thanks inanimate, I'm glad you understand :)
     
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  8. calvinandhobbs

    calvinandhobbs Well-Known Member

    I am sorry you are having such a tough time.
     
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  9. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    Oh no, I am sorry to hear you are having such a tough time. I feel the same often, going from depressed to happy and back again in a short time. It sure can be exhausting. Your problems aren't laughable, I know how bad panic attacks can be. Big hugs and hope you feel better soon.
     
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  10. The support here is awesome! Thanks for venting! It really helps to listen to others and find those commonalities.
     
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  11. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Thank you for you support and kind words Witty ((hugs))
     
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  12. DrownedFishOnFire

    DrownedFishOnFire Quieta non movere

    Hope today has turned into a better day by now.
     
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  13. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Not yet my friend, but it isn't over yet :)
     
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  14. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Sending lots of hugs... I'm sorry you're struggling so much. What you're going through isn't laughable though. It's real, and you have a right to feel the way you do.
     
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  15. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Thank you for your kindness Hugs my friend.
     
  16. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    *hugs* hope today is treating you better, you are a very special person. You have always showed me kindness and support and just know I am here for you too no matter what :)
     
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  17. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Writer, Musician, Fun Lover, Magic Maker

    Hey there Brian, how are you doing today?
     
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  18. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Thank you so much Petal :)
     
  19. calvinandhobbs

    calvinandhobbs Well-Known Member

    I miss talking to you.