so today i'm still sick. and don't appear to be getting any better. i hate having a cold. on top of that it looks as though i am about to be ripped off by a company i did some work for. i was really counting on that money to pay my rent soon. last night i had dinner with someone that broke my heart. he acts as though everything is just fine between us meanwhile i'm sitting there the whole time wishing i was dead. sometimes guys are insensitive a-holes. i'm just tired and really sad today.