I've reconnected with my beautiful and lovely daughter,i've moved to another city, I've started a new career. Today was my first day, I still have anxiety and it shows, I need to learn to rid this crap I'm a social misfit.I got more bad ideas today but I stopped it when I started thinking about my daughter. I miss her so much. she lives in a different city than me but I'm closer to her now. Im such a baby i don't know why I can't just be happy. I need this job because I need the money and career change, why do I keep visiting this fork in the road? I'm sorry for complaining like this I feel so alone.