So I'll Just say hello first.
My problem is a very hard one for me. I fell on love with a girl I think she is perfect I know her a year now I guess. But I rarely see her. Only on the birthday's of my friends she is usually there too. I don't know HOW i can get to her and get her attention. She doesn't know how I feel for her but I can't really stop my feelings now. Half a year ago I fell in love with her but I managed to forget here. The last time I have seen her is 2 weeks ago and it reignited my feelings to her and now it's impossible to get her out of my mind. It is very complicated. I said naughty things to her when I was drunk but it was only because I was heavy drunk and she was drunk too so it doesn't count. Usually when I see her when I'm sober at the start of the party I just say hi and she says it too but then we get drunk very quickly. Then my sexual instict get over me again and I walk after her the whole night. I was so drunk that night that I crashed into the bushes (lol) then someone said she should apologize to me because I poured a drink over her leg and she was mad at me. I can't remember how I did that, guess I was too drunk. Then a friend told her to kiss me (lol) then she gave me an apologize kiss after that I got driven home because I was just too drunk to even walk, didn't drink alcohol for a long time and overdestimated myself. So it is very complicated but I can't get her out of my mind and it's not about sex and instincts, it's about love. I wouldn't care if she was my girlfriend even without sex I just want her for me but I don't know how to contact her without making it too obvious. Very confusing I know. I have feelings about commiting suicide now because the situation is just too desperate for me..
english is not my native language so
My problem is a very hard one for me. I fell on love with a girl I think she is perfect I know her a year now I guess. But I rarely see her. Only on the birthday's of my friends she is usually there too. I don't know HOW i can get to her and get her attention. She doesn't know how I feel for her but I can't really stop my feelings now. Half a year ago I fell in love with her but I managed to forget here. The last time I have seen her is 2 weeks ago and it reignited my feelings to her and now it's impossible to get her out of my mind. It is very complicated. I said naughty things to her when I was drunk but it was only because I was heavy drunk and she was drunk too so it doesn't count. Usually when I see her when I'm sober at the start of the party I just say hi and she says it too but then we get drunk very quickly. Then my sexual instict get over me again and I walk after her the whole night. I was so drunk that night that I crashed into the bushes (lol) then someone said she should apologize to me because I poured a drink over her leg and she was mad at me. I can't remember how I did that, guess I was too drunk. Then a friend told her to kiss me (lol) then she gave me an apologize kiss after that I got driven home because I was just too drunk to even walk, didn't drink alcohol for a long time and overdestimated myself. So it is very complicated but I can't get her out of my mind and it's not about sex and instincts, it's about love. I wouldn't care if she was my girlfriend even without sex I just want her for me but I don't know how to contact her without making it too obvious. Very confusing I know. I have feelings about commiting suicide now because the situation is just too desperate for me..
english is not my native language so