I've been out of it for what seems like most of the day. Here and then not and trying to do things but have no concentration and getting mixed up and confused about what i was doing etc. Out for a drive and I know I went but don't remember it really, things are just kind of fuzzy. Very fuzzy. I feel spaced out and not with it and don't know what's going on. Bad night last night, alcohol and blades resulted. Now, I don't know what I feel. I suppose I don't care. Honestly. Is that a bad thing or a good thing?