Well I sure hope that you don't take your life.. is there anything you'd like to talk about? What's going on with you at the moment and what are you thinking about?
I wouldn't say that thinking about ending your life, or doing it, makes you a bad person. I'd say it makes you a person in a lot of pain and in need of help and support. I just hope that you are able to reach out and get the support that you need..