Each day I wake up I have never ending thoughts of wanting to harm myself permanently. I don't necessarily want to die but the thoughts won't leave my brain. I recently spent 6 days in a psych unit for safe keeping. I had two great days and they let me out this past Wednesday. However, I have regressed and am feeling quite hopeless. I suffer from bipolar disorder and have tried therapy, drs, meds, and hospitals and still these thoughts come on strong 1-2 times per year. I honestly feel as though suicide is inevitable so why prolong it any more? Any words of wisdom are welcome.