bad to worse

[rachypooh]

things have gone from bad to worse with all this crap.
the police havent moved on anything
i keep putting myself in that situation, its like i want it
on top of everything else i found out some pretty bad stuff about my past and it scares the hell out of me.

I'm stupid enough to have gotten preg again and that scares me too. i have no idea anymore.

i'm just an object to men and i go back for more:blink:

 

[Blackness]

I'm not sure exactly what the issue is but I'll give it a try. You get with men because it makes you feel special or needed, you need the feeling of belonging and the fact that you make them happy, makes you happy. About the pregnancy are you capable to cope with haing a child? you need to consider this in depth honey. xx