I am in my late 20's, haven't finished college, I have a toxic family, paritcuarly I live with my elderly aunt who nags all the damn time, and two years later I am still hurting over a painful broken heart. I am struggling looking for a real job but so far I ended up being "hired" by a company that was a pyramid scam and all about a bunch of greedy immoral jackasses. That's my life pretty much. This past week was frustrating because every time I find a little hope, all that pain comes back reminding me who I am. I got so frustrated over the weekend, I must have cut myself so much throughout that I lost count of how many times I did. It is so hard to want to share in full detail why all these things hurt so much but they do and i have a hrd time seeing any hope for something better in my life. Maybe I don't deserve to have a purpose or to be accepted. I'm sorry for sounding pathetic, but I can't fake or pretend I'm happy...I feel like shit and my life is shit. I'm sorry for being vague.