For the past few months I have been able to work steadily. I live with my aunt who is almost 90, yet acts like a jerk who just constantly pushes my buttons. for years she will asks for money for the most mundane things. then, she will turn around and "forget" what I have done for her. to make things worse, my other aunt ( my mother's sister) came to visit and went into my room, moved things around, calling herself "cleaning" all of this while I was at work. this ended up turning into an argument. the melodramatic bitch my mother's sister is kept pushing; and I fell for it. the aunt that I live with didn't help...she is so ungrateful. I do and I do. I give her money, bring food into the house, yet, it doesn't matter. I am done. my mother's sister says i should just leave. okay....i will leave....through taking my life. I am tired of hurting and being scapegoated. I'm sorry for rambling.