Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by aki, Apr 9, 2008.

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  1. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    i'm so desperately lonely

    my throats aching because i can't cry

    i can't sleep

    my heart feels heavy, it's aching

    i get abused for being who i am

    something terrible happened to my friend and i am so worried and sorry for him, my heart feels like it's going to burst
  2. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    What's happened to your friend that's got you so worried, if you can say? :hug:
  3. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    :cry: i don't really want to say, but it's awful. i'm afraid it will tip him over the edge. and i feel terrible i can't comfort him.
  4. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Ok.. Is he suicidal himself? Often, though we feel we can't comfort our friends when we're feeling so low we, ourselves, can barely find the strength to get out of bed in the mornings, I think that just being there and letting him know that you care - which you clearly do - about him, is a big morale boost at times..
    I'm not sure what gender you are, but if you both feel comfortable with it, hugging can be a great way to let you both know that you care about each other.
  5. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    he's a friend off sf

    i don't know want to do, i can't type properly, i'm crying so much...

    i feel alone, so alone i don't know what to do
  6. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    OK... take a few deep breaths to try and calm yourself :hug:

    You're posting here, which is good.. D'you have any contact details for your friend at all? If so, try and contact him :)
  7. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    yep i msnd him, he's not answering, just been tellng him i miss him, i'm worried
    todays been bad, i feel like nothing, i feel so useless and so pathetic
  8. BlackPegasus

    BlackPegasus Well-Known Member

    I know it's hard but maybe you should wait and see if your friend is okay. I know it's very difficult to see a friend suffer and not know if they are okay but there is only so much we can do over the internet. Please don't blame yourself.
  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I know it is difficult to be in the position you are in right now. Letting your friend know you are there should they choose to lean on you is about all you can do at this time. I hope everything will be okay. As BlackPegasus said, sometimes you have to sit back and wait to see.
  10. TheLonelyAloePlant

    TheLonelyAloePlant Well-Known Member

    Hope for the best, and remember, all of SF is here for you.
  11. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    :smile:talked to him, he's fine, phew!
    thanks for your replys:hug:
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