I hate those days. Nothing goes right and it starts the SECOND you walk out the front door. Something stupid like getting a sleeve stuck to the door handle or whatever. Then you know that you're about to have a bad day. When it ends with me not being able to get my home work from my school locker because some asshole poured some sort of sticky toothpaste stuff all over my locker..... that's when I know I had a really bad day. Where did it get this bad where people hate me so much they actually acknoledge the fact I'm there instead of just ignore me. Why do people not want to be around me SO much? I used to be popular, happy, flirty, positive, even pretty and well dressed, slim and healthy. Now... wtf did I do to myself. I pierced my own ears a couple of times, I wear the first clothes I lay eyes on in the morning, I hardly shower, I have pimples, I wear long sleeves to hide scarring, I skip a lot of classes, I get shit over my locker and said to me.. I feel anxious ALL THE TIME But WHY ? I don't even have a reason..... wtf is WRONG with me ?