Christmas time is a difficult time for many, let alone those of us struggling with our very sanity. When all of those around us, are busy and seemingly happy with the coming together at this time, what of people like me and you? This time around i have never felt so alone, never felt so much guilt and regret in all of my meagre life. Have worked out my strategy to combat this, im going to think of all the people in this god forsaken world, who have nothing, no warmth, no food or most heartbreakingly, no love. Im going to think about you, too. We all have power, therefore warmth, computers, food. Many of us have friends and family, no matter how estranged, they are still there. We can choose to hate those around us and be angry if we want, or we can decide to let that go and give to others regardless. I know the best option. I tell myself that Christmas is just one day and thats all it really is, blown up by crass commercialism, the so called true meaning lost in the ignorance and greed of man, his ability to show selfishness time and time again. Tell you something, i wish that people had the same smiles on their faces at this time, the same thoughts to their fellow man, all year round, not just because they are on holiday, or they get drunk or recieve a nice gift. I will be here on xmas day a fair bit, come and find me, on the forums, or in chat, if you wish. Stay safe, please.