Takes courage to post this.
You can take this post like a pinch of salt if you don't understand, I hate posting thread but I need. I hate posting threads, like I would know I won't get any replies... And expecting to be banned when I do public rant but either way... I just think its effective when the admins are very patient with me to delete the posts that are offensive and still lets me rants, 💕
why does my brain still thinks I don't deserve support. why doesn't my brain allow me to show my vulneranle site that everytime if I did, it will also be everyones problem. its not that im angry for no respond.. altho my therapist&counselling kept saying I have a lot of desire to lash out, which i love but i havent found better coping mechanism that either way I probably want a platform that i can do public rant with audience or sthsthsth...,
something.... im running out of people to talk shit about... its boring... yet i need to feed this.
You can take this post like a pinch of salt if you don't understand, I hate posting thread but I need. I hate posting threads, like I would know I won't get any replies... And expecting to be banned when I do public rant but either way... I just think its effective when the admins are very patient with me to delete the posts that are offensive and still lets me rants, 💕
why does my brain still thinks I don't deserve support. why doesn't my brain allow me to show my vulneranle site that everytime if I did, it will also be everyones problem. its not that im angry for no respond.. altho my therapist&counselling kept saying I have a lot of desire to lash out, which i love but i havent found better coping mechanism that either way I probably want a platform that i can do public rant with audience or sthsthsth...,
something.... im running out of people to talk shit about... its boring... yet i need to feed this.