Bam

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cult logic, Dec 2, 2009.

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  1. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I just did it, effectively ended my life.

    Now it's just a measure of how long until I die.

    And you know what? It's fine.

    Now even if I didn't want to die I will have no life to live anyway, so it doesn't matter.

    I'm gonna go take a nap.
     
  2. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    I don't exactly know what you mean by that but I hope it's not what I think it means, I hope you're ok Brandon :(.

    Post back when you can if poss..
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Brandon.. what have you done? Please let us know if you're ok!
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I'm completely confused... but I hope you're okay?
     
  5. Disappear

    Disappear Well-Known Member

    Sounds like an Overdose...and the nap part...quite worrying. Please let us know you are ok!
     
  6. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    Brandon :hug: let us know how you are. there are people who care here and are worried :hug:
     
  7. blue_snafu

    blue_snafu Member

    As you can see, people here are concerned for your well being.

    We are all anxious to hear back from you. I hope that comes soon.
     
  8. Aurora Gory Alice

    Aurora Gory Alice Well-Known Member

    Brandon, what have you taken?
     
  9. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I've taken nothing yet. Sorry for the misperception.

    My statement was literal. My life has been destroyed.

    I effectively cannot continue on with jt for the rest of a normal human life span.

    It's over, done, etc.

    All I have left to do is die.

    Whether that's in hours, days, maybe even a week or two I cannot say.

    But there are no second chances despite what ANYONE thinks.

    I have some stuff, none of it sufficient, but whatever.

    When I find it it's done.
     
  10. mortdesinos

    mortdesinos Well-Known Member

    That's quite a misconception. It's not right of you to scare everyone like that.
     
  11. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    How am I to predict how others will percieve?

    It's difficult enough as is to word what I want to say. I have not the will or ability to make such revisions to my thoughts so as not to be open to interpretation.
     
  12. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    Please call a crisis line or something Brandon, and tell them how you feel. It may be hard to imagine at this point in time but this feeling will pass. I hope you're able to aquire the help you deserve and need :).
     
  13. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    There's no real point.

    I like to think I'm a rational person.

    I've done the math, and quite bluntly my life can only go south.

    You get one chance to do things right, I didn't, so it's over.

    Oh well, I guess.
     
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