So, for the last couple of years i have been doing so so well, no problems for such a long time, mainly due to my meds, but also due to my shift on outlook and approach to things....then a new girlfriend having a talk decided to keep pushing an issue of my past she doesnt know, persisting and pushing me over and over, bringing my skeletons out the closet and into my mind. I still refused to talk about it, but the demons were let out. It led to me having flashbacks and fucking my head up pretty bad. I refuse to put my shit on anyone else so i wont blame her but i am so fucking angry at her. I told her to leave the subject alone and she just kept fucking pushing! Fucking women!