Last January, a friend of mine I know long really see (due to the fact I never leave the house) let me experiment with bath salts with her. For those who don't know what bath salts are, it's a legal substance that's supposed to be similar to cocaine. You snort it. The doctors define it as "meth on crack" because it's the effects of crack but you get insane as if you have been taking meth for a long period of time. Nobody really knows what's in it or how addictive it is. I have always been kinda drawn to drugs. I still kinda am. I just feel like I'm going to kill myself some day so why not try to find a quick fix? I know that's illogical thinking and I don't encourage drug use upon ANYBODY. Anyway, so I used bath salts for the first time and LOVED it. I have social anxiety and after snorting just one line, I was able to socialize in a way I have never been able to before. I loved it but didn't pursue it further for about a month later, and then it was all down hill. I cannot explain what happened in those 5ish months. It was just such a..blur, however cliche that might sound, whatever. I bought my first pack. It was 2 grams for 20 dollars. I used it in a week. I was very good at moderating how much I used and when. Then, a week later, I bought another pack and eventually I was like using one each day, and it got really expensive. Luckily, now that I don't have a job, I don't have the money to buy any. My whole personality and everything changed while on that crap. Everyone who knows now that I was on it tells me the crazy crap I did. It all came to a close when I started getting sick from it. I went to a hotel with that same friend I did it with for the first time and I just got really sick. I drove home and puked the whole way and freaked out. I'm going to make a long story short and just say that that was pretty much "rock bottom." It repulses me to think about those few months, so badly. Just typing this, I feel a huge amount of embarrassment. I lost a job because of it. Sometimes though, I really miss it and quite a few times I nearly bought it again. It is SO hard sometimes and everyone just calls me stupid for wanting to do it again after seeing how much it screws me up Has anyone ever done it?