I'm going to hang myself this month. I can't wait to die. Life isn't worth living and that's the truth. Sure, you can life live pretending that it is, but it isn't. Maybe you want help? That's great. Fantastic. Take your antidepressants every day and go and see a psychiatrist - that'll help. THERE IS HOPE FOR YOU ALL AND THAT'S WHY YOU'RE STILL HERE. CARRY ON FIGHTIING. The thing with me is that I don't want to die to escape my depression. I want to die because I don't want to experience life. I don't want to have a future. I'm going to be at eternal peace. One big sleep. No more misery, pain, unhappiness. I'll be free from this crippling sadness. All my painful memories from being sectioned will be gone. Peace at last.