. I can relate to your situation. But, unlike you I'm mental and pretty stupid. I can't express myself. I can't construct phrases. I wanna release all, at once. It all comes out, badly. I'm clearly mental. I dunno what's my issue, tho. Could it be bipolar. OCD has slowed me down, and given me a severe beaten. When I'm not anxious, I'm depressed. I also had to dropout of school. I've been busy with my OCD, ever since. Where am I going? Whenever I start thinking about that, I get nervous. I really don't know where I'm going. I don't think I've failed, I think I've never had the chance to succeed.