beautiful disaster

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SmilePretty, Jan 30, 2008.

  1. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    everything is just building up

    i mean, my life is not harder than anyone else's. but i seem to just fall deeper and deeper into a hole that isnt depression...just an illusion of not knowing where i am. i feel like i am lost. i feel like this is a losing battle between no one else. i am just beating myself up while trying to pull myself out of this shithole. :unsure:

    there are many good things in my life right now, and i am so thankful for them...but the bad things are what have me down and they arent that big. i dont really know what to do when it comes to my life, school, my headaches. it seems like there isnt anything that i can do. when my migraines come i cant go to school...which means my grades suffer. i cant seem to pull myself out of this... =[
  2. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    I feel the same way, many good things in my life, but it is the bad that I focus on and I let destroy me

    I need to dig out of my hole before it becomes a grave too