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became skinny so they would leave me alone

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by underdosed, May 28, 2007.

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  1. underdosed

    underdosed Guest

    when i was thirteen/fourteen, i got sick of being abused so i thought if i was really skinny they wouldnt want me anymore (i used to be the perfect proportions for a porn star-small waist, big boobs, big butt). now im totally out of control. the abuse did stop so every time i start to gain weight i get panic attacks because i dont want to be hurt anymore. im am terrified to gain weight.
  2. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    Hang in there and try to stay healthy please :)
  3. allbymyself

    allbymyself New Member

    hi there i have a friend who feels exactly like that. her abusers have called her fat, which she isnt and never was. so the thought process it 'if i stop being fat, i'll stop being abused' and my eart goes out to her, and you.

    its the abuser's fault and nothing u have done, not the way u look or anything changes that. who ever has hurt u like this is just plain twisted and i consider evil. it is not ur fault that they 'chose' you.

    i feel for you, please realise it important for you to be healthy, not thin.
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