Because I can (TW)

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Beka, Jul 23, 2016.

  1. Beka

    Beka Well-Known Member

    I don't want to do it because it'll bring me down from the emotional highs or will bring me up from the emotional lows.

    I don't want to do it to feel.

    I want to do it just because I can.
    To how far I can go, because I think it can go further than I used to go.

    It's been a whole year since I've done it. Yet now, I want to. Don't know why, there was no trigger.

    I want to see how far I can go, how far I can push myself to do it. How much I can bleed for myself.

    Just because I can.
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  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi @Beka Please do not harm yourself. You haven't harmed in a year and that is amazing, well done to you. You should be proud of yourself, please don't cut, the pain and scars are not worth it (hugs) keep talking to us.