Mm..feeling kind of a lot lost right now..someone i care about a lot said that to me last night..after i asked what the point in fighting was..if it hardly even matters to me anymore. Trust me, its not like i want to tell them..and dont often..but they can tell...when i'm lying. And its not like i havent tried stopping but after 5/6 yrs its kind of..ingrained, and i'm just tired i guess. I just..i dunno..it hurts. And I don't really know what to do. Anyway, i know theres not much anyone can do/say..just thought i'd get it out..thanks for listening/reading..