That's just the way the cookie crumbles, my darling. I love being so crazy sometimes. The laying awake wanting to cut, not because I'm depressed, just because it looks pretty. I love the feeling when you haven't eaten and you don't want to and you just have so much energy to burn calories. I love the random dream I had the other night, crazy stuff but it felt so real. How the fuck a dream about going on a cocaine binge can feel so real I don't know, but it was fucking awesome shit.I love the fact that right now I'm just feeling so.. calm. I'm not angry, depressed, etc etc.... Craziness is good. Just deal with it. You're just like the rest of us.