because of ....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by life, Oct 3, 2007.

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  1. life

    life Well-Known Member

    I will not make the same mistakes that you did
    I will not let myself
    Cause my heart so much misery
    I will not break the way you did,
    You fell so hard
    I've learned the hard way
    To never let it get that far
    Because of this
    I never stray too far from the sidewalk
    Because of this
    I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
    Because of you
    I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
    Because of this (my ilness)I am afraid

    I lose my way
    And it's not too long before you point it out
    I cannot cry
    Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
    I'm forced to fake
    A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
    My heart can't possibly break
    When it wasn't even whole to start with

    because of this ...i try hard to forget everything...because this i am ashmed of my life because its empty....because of u i am afraid;because of this!

  2. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

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