Ive thought about it... over and over again... and I know now that Ive become antisocial. I hate being around others, meeting new people, and just being social in general. I dont want anything to do with anyone else. I just dont find any happyness in the end with being with people. I certainly dont have any skills either of being friends with people. Yet at the same time Im lonely. Oh well, I have a job at least... so... :poo: