So it's been a while since I cut, I find that quite an accomplishment but it's really getting quite hard. I found through all this that the addiction is unbearable strong. It's almost the feeling I get when I feel I "need" a cigarette, but it's stronger in a way. Ever since I stopped cutting I've turned to anger as a way to get away from the fact that with just a thought of a knife I get this feeling like my entire body is burning and begging for me to start again. It also makes me want to cry horribly. I've almost cut a couple times now because of those urges, and I'm not asking for advice on how to continue not cutting I'm asking for advice on how to get past those feelings without turning to anger.