I’ve been quiet on here for a little bit because life became too much and I ended up making myself unwell. I’m not much better and it’s hard to hide this sort of thing from my family but somehow I can manage it when I need to. It’s hard to believe my 20th birthday is a month away and I still haven’t got anywhere in life. I feel extremely weak physically but I’ve still managed to stay up till late to wire this. I’m not happy with the way things are but crying out for help does nothing.