As stated its been awhile since suicidal urges have come on. Do not worry I do not have the means of suicide at this time. But I am dealing with self doubt along with self harm. I have kept it clean and in little danger but am worried of the near future. I see my therapist tomorrow but that does not mean my mind is stable. My question is should I be honest with her about the suicidal thoughts I am having or not? I am always honest of self harm.