Been crying

[Flow]

It's been hours now I've been sitting here in front of my comp reading the posts here at SF while crying my eyes out. I don't know what to do anymore, the pain is too much for me to handle. I don't even know why I'm posting this, just wanted to be heard, I feel so invisible here sometimes. I've tried everything I can, I've been trying to reach out as far as I can, now, people can't blame me for not trying to get help anymore if I did something. They would be happy.

Sorry for the pointless thread.

 

[Shadowlands]

What's the problem?

 

[Flow]

I'm sorry, just ignore me. Thank you for your concern though.

 

[Shadowlands]

Well, you're just not being invisible now at least.

 

[music_addict]

i dont think you should be ignored. I also know what you mean about feeling invisible here. but dont take it personally, most people on this site are in tremendous emotional pain as well and so they usually like to post with and talk with people they already know and are comfortable with. but yeah it still doesnt feel very good.
but anyway, whats going on? why are you feeling so low right now? you dont have to answer me. But if you dont, i just want you to know that i care about your plight and your not invisible to me.
stay safe and take care.

 

[lost_soul]

no ones invisible here, even thiugh some (myself) wishes we were at times. hang in there. please. if you need to talk pm me and i'll give info for im

 

[Beret]

:hug:

 

[dontknowme57]

Don't feel embarassed. It can be really hard to talk about these feelings, but we're all here to talk to each other about them and listen to each other. I'll listen to you.

 

[oldgregg]

This thread has taken me to strange and amazing places, i have found thing out about the word that i never knew, I have found things out about myself i never knew, its been an emotional rollercoaster of ups and down.

 

[livingdeath]

Flow -- I, too, spend hours crying in front of the computer, looking at suicide and depression web sites. It's very lonely. And don't apologize for the "pointless" thread. By definition, anything you write on a suicide web site is the point. I would be interested in sharing more with you about why we spend hours crying at the computer. How are you now? same? better? worse?
Take care,
Ld