Hi all, I hope that you are all having a better evening than I am... It has been over a year and a half since I have posted on here; but alas I find myself here, with hat in hand and shame in my heart. As the title says I have been doing well. Quit drugs by going cold turkey, a long time since a panic attack and holding down a steady job in an incredible charity. However, tonight I just feel dark, depressed and deflated. Nothing has happened to trigger this, I just feel like I have reached the end of my teather <mod edit: method>. Don't worry, I know this will pass and that I will not do anything "decisive". This is a remider to all that relapses in mental illness happen and that each dawn holds a new hope. Best wishes to you all and most importantly STAY SAFE!!!