Been doing so well

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Rookie, Oct 23, 2015.

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  1. Rookie

    Rookie Active Member

    Hi all,

    I hope that you are all having a better evening than I am...

    It has been over a year and a half since I have posted on here; but alas I find myself here, with hat in hand and shame in my heart.

    As the title says I have been doing well. Quit drugs by going cold turkey, a long time since a panic attack and holding down a steady job in an incredible charity.

    However, tonight I just feel dark, depressed and deflated. Nothing has happened to trigger this, I just feel like I have reached the end of my teather <mod edit: method>.

    Don't worry, I know this will pass and that I will not do anything "decisive".

    This is a remider to all that relapses in mental illness happen and that each dawn holds a new hope.

    Best wishes to you all and most importantly STAY SAFE!!!
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  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I love that even though how bad you must be feeling that you are still able to remain positive and with a good attitude, you are an inspiration. I hope that you do come out of this ''episode'' okay and safe and well as I told you in chat I am not the dalai lama and don't have miracles but I am always willing to listen to someone who is suffering. Hugs and healing your way ((hugs))
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