Been Feeling Suicidal After 4 Serious Attempts and 2 Not So Serious Attempts

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by allykakansas, Feb 2, 2012.

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  1. allykakansas

    allykakansas New Member

    So I attempted suicide many times and after a year since my last attempt I've come to realize that deep down inside of myself I just want to die more than anything. Sometimes I cover this with numbness and depression but sometimes randomly, the feeling that is so deep and seems to be the bottom of me just wants to die. Has anyone else felt like this and gotten through it?
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I have felt like this, and it was not until I found strategies that improved the quality of my life, that I was able to focus on other takes time and work, but well worth the journey
  3. RonPSH

    RonPSH Banned Member

    :) Have you flipped it around and wonder why you're still alive? Is it possible that there's a more powerful force wanting you to be alive than dead? Every moment is an opportunity to die, yet you're alive....hmmmm....seems to me that the deck is stacked in favor of life. :) That is a beautiful mystery of life, that life is life positive, creative, abundant, evolving.

    I was just reading and came across this quote...

    That's by Osho...most profound guy I've ever read...
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