i had relationships in cellphone & yahoomessenger since february. now, im not approachable in internet unlike before because im thinking if i should try the anti-depressant. i dont want to use anyone so i can hide my mood swings. before i didnt feel this loneliness because i didnt feel the understanding & emotion from a man. i miss to have someone in my life i became vulnerable because of love.. i hate it.. im strong before..