My mom is constantly accusing me of taking drugs, so much that I have asked the doctor to drug test me at least 10 times in the past few months and of course they all came back just showing benzodiazepines which I am prescribed and sometimes opiates also prescribed. I hate drugs, I've seen what they do to people I would never go down that road. Just because I was a bit drowsy from taking zyprexa last night and happy 'cos I had fun with my friend, she said I was on drugs, I said oh god do we have to ''do this again like really? you seriously want another drugs test''. It puts me down, leaves me feeling not trusted even though I've proved time and time again with charity work , the drug tests etc...that i'm a responsible adult. My moods change fast, rapidly sometimes and she's mixing up mental illness with drugs. It makes me feel; like crap, any advice?