being in Hell is better then being me.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by sparksman, Apr 17, 2013.

  1. sparksman

    sparksman Banned Member

    I'm sick of everything its all worthless school, girls, money are all things l suck at and they are the only things in this life. I think I should kill myself because I'm ugly and there are nothing but angels and stuff in heaven and I wouldn't fit in there just like I don't fit in here I'm better of with Demons. If nothing happens after you die I'll take that too anything other then being me in this life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
  2. Theodora

    Theodora Well-Known Member

    Sparksman, it's time you got some help for yourself. Crisis line, school counsellor, doctor. You choose but you need to talk to someone irl.
     
  3. DifferentTurret

    DifferentTurret New Member

    Don't worry I feel like that too...sometimes I wonder if my life is actually Hell in and of itself....
    You're not alone.
     
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  4. sparksman

    sparksman Banned Member

    I wonder if I should get help but I would feel like its just another person judging me looking down on me like everyone else does. I've always been happy go lucky but now after being treated like garbage for all these years I know that hapiness isn't for me its for people smarter and better looking.